MUSINGS OF AN AWAKENING MINISTER

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MUSINGS OF AN AWAKENING MINISTER

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  My partner and I have been invited to The Governor’s Mansion.  I have no clue as to what I shall see and learn today.

The very fact that our Governor has continually pushed for openness and acceptance is at least a very positive step in the right direction.  He, as well as his wife, come from old lines of Catholicism and Democratic ideologies.  I have watched their Catholicism drop away in recent years, and their embracing of that which is immune to the control of the church be evident in their open discourse.

Frank and I were talking yesterday about how wonderful words have that “double meaning.” Just the wonderful word “conservative,” meaning one who conserves, (we practice “green” as much as we are able– we conserve!!) has become a word that connotes hate, fear, division, exclusivity and NO LIGHT!

Shall we seek a new language?  What shall the language of love be?

When Frank and I went to get our marriage license on Thursday, we were immensely impressed by how “the fixed language” of centuries has already been altered and embraced by those simply working in the Courthouse.  Already, we see the term “bridal registry” gone, and “wedding registry” in it’s place.

The Courthouse workers were 100% aware that same-sex people were all coming in and applying for their licenses, and it felt as if they were all saying “Welcome home,y’all.  Glad to have you.  We support you!”

They radiated smiles and warmth.  They took our picture.  They offered congratulations…. and ya know what… it was not put on!  It was genuine and heartfelt!

As a empath, I can “feel” what is sincere and what is not.  I have always been able to distinguish between what a person is saying, and what their true intent is. It IS an energy that one can feel.  As I continue to awaken and trust the amazing intuition of my own Godhead, I am free to enjoy this energy when I recognize it.

When out in the world I CAN sense and am drawn to it and it to me—the energy of love in people.  The amazing conversations and encounters, no matter how fleeting they may be, are easily recognized more than they ever were before.  I used to feel in a minority when it came to finding the positive energy, but it is so permeating at this time.

This is NOT “wishful thinking” in the former way of old thought.  Instead, this is true, honest, trust-able love energy that keeps connecting itself from one person to another.

In these last few weeks I have been attracted and connected to people that have felt as if they had been my closest friends all along.  This is a truly amazing power/energy to feel!

“Deep calleth unto deep” and spirit recognizes spirit, and energy recognizes energy.

This is so invigorating to experience every day now. Stepping out of the door of my home is an adventure, an epiphany, a new beginning everyday.

This is not the old “Gee, Jesus is coming back syndrome,” but rather a palpable KNOWING that transcends words.

“Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, nor hath entered into the heart of humankind the things that God  [big G, little g… doesn’t matter!] hath prepared for

them.”